There are many, many things about 2012 that
displeased me. It was totally not my year. This isn’t me looking for encouragement
or compliments—it literally was a hard year personally. But I’m not going to go
into the negative. Instead, I’m going to reflect on all the good things that
happened in 2012. Because dammit, there were some freaking great times.
My main, overarching thing I’m taking away from this
year is perspective. I sometimes have a hard time remembering that I am still
young. I’ve only just turned 23 this year, and I sometimes get in a mindset where
I’m so adult. I have TIME to
accomplish everything I want to do. I have TIME to travel, see family and
friends. I’m not tied down by family, marriage, kids, a “dream” job, etc. I’m
independently young, and it’s time I take advantage of it.
I’m also a constant worrier. I worry about things. I
worry about YOUR things, probably. My goal for 2012 was to not be such a people
pleaser and with that I’m afraid I’ve turned somewhat cynical, but I’m going
for a more carefree approach in 2013. My 2013 decisions may not be the best,
but it’s time to start living life the way I want, not the way society says I
should.
Take that as you will.
Now it’s time for another yearly reflection (in
pictures! WOO) of the good 2012 brought.
Paris with some of my best friends was one of the greatest experiences ever. So what if I came home broke. So what if I drained my bank account. I had a BLAST, and I’d do it all over again.
Cheers to 2012 with Krista
CREPES <3
Friends and France <3
Finished
my Masters (in Business. EWEWEW.)
This is a super boring one. I almost forgot to add
it because it was so boring. I guess I should feel accomplished or whatever,
but really I considered this time away from writing. It was a pain in the ass.
And it also reminded me I cannot math for shiiiiiiz. But anyway. Yeah. Masters.
Finished
3 Manuscripts
2011 taught me that I can write out of my comfort
zone (YA contemporary) and be strong with my writing. I wrote a dystopian in
2011, which I then turned into a thriller in 2012. I’d never written anything
like it before and was CONVINCED it was the best thing I’d ever write in the
history of writing. But then I pushed myself further. In January, I wrote a YA mystery (psychological thriller? Idk. More of a mystery, maybe.) Still out of my comfort zone. It was so much fun to write and I ended up loving the characters. I thought my agent would be like, oh this is okay. But she ended up really loving it, which made it even better.
Then, while revising that, I ended up going back to
my element and writing two YA contemporaries. One was meh, and that's okay. (Although I ended up setting it aside. It's really not that spectacular) But the other was better. It’s what I called my YA Road Trip Story.
I ended the year outlining two new YA
contemporaries.
So I basically learned that even though YA contemp
is my comfort place, I CAN write anything I can put my mind to and be strong
within the words I weave. So if you’re a writer and corner yourself in a box,
challenge yourself to write out of your comfort zone in 2013. You may end up loving
something you never thought you could have.
So, that’s that. 3 finished MS, 2 outlines. Imagine
what I could have done if I wasn’t in that stupid Master’s program. (Just
kidding school isn’t stupid. Stay in school don’t do drugs.)
Traveled
I spent time in France, Germany, Los Angeles, New
York (where I met my agent, who’s a real sweetheart), and Texas. I traveled
with friends and had a BLAST.
Road trip to NM, land of the chile, where we picked some up fressssh.
Road trip to Sedona, AZ over the summer. (<3)
Jumping off cliffs in Sedona
Los Angeles for ALA with Lindsi
Los Angeles road trip with mah girls Kelsey and Lindsi <3
Beach time in LA with my cousin
Subway ride with Hector. I think the combination of me + BEA wore him out.
Ferry ride + statue of libery :)
BEA with these lovely ladies: Britney, Anne, Claire and Gabby
Met Awesome People
John Green
Stephen Chbosky
PUPPY
(December 2012)
Had Happy Holidays
White Christmas in Texas!
Ugly sweater party <3
Decorating the tree with the sibling <3
SNOW :D
2013
Goals
-
Be carefree, not tied down to what society stays my early 20s should be.
- TRAVEL MOAR
- Focus solely on my professional career goals (in other words, write more than 3 books in 2013. HOLLA.)
I just stumbled across my 2011 yearly wrap up. SIGH. 2011 was an amazing year. Maybe because I was living off severance so I just
Anyway, here's my 2011 End of Year Wrap Up if you're interested.
Alsoooooooooooooo!
Happy new year <3

AHHHH THAT PUPPY IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE!
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Great post, Farrah. I love ugly sweater parties :). And I'm glad you didn't give up on your Masters. I finished mine (Biology) in May, and even though it made me want to pull my hair out (allll the time), it was a good thing--if for no other reason than frustration can make great writing fuel :).
Anyway, here's to making 2013 fantastic!
Girl your puppy is ADORABLE! You are so adorable as well! I'm jealous of your adventures! I hope you have a great 2013!
ReplyDeleteHappy new year! It's amazing how much we can cram into one year :) You did all that AND you wrote 3 manuscripts. WOW!
ReplyDeleteI am SO SO impressed that you wrote 3 manuscripts! Cheers to more adventures! (Hopefully more in CA!) :-)
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WOW This is amazing !
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